her story

爱情幸福签

2008-02-22T14:29:00.001+08:00

爱情幸福签
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衷难有我
心忘喜们
祝歡有走
你笑悲过
爱难有相
情忘起同
幸喜有岁
福悦伏月

永恒不变签
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你爱是就
在你非算
我想对月
心你错亮
永我难不
不甘分再
变願辨圆

For Ryan

2008-02-22T12:52:00.004+08:00

Alright apologiesssssssssssssss......

for not blogging for sooo long..

Reason for blogging.. is to gather power in praying
Prayer Request : Please pray for Ryan Koh Chew Peng, now was hospitalized is NUH ward 12 bed 25. .
he got better after some bible message.. so please continue to pray for him..
He is having mental problem, we do not know the exact cause. it was quite shock to see reacting like tis, seeing her mother cries, make me feel really heartbreak. i am speechless. so People here.. regardless of race or religion, please do pray for him for speedy recover.

Manys Thanks in advance..

student's blog

2008-02-22T12:21:00.003+08:00

student wrote about me in her blog..
They likes me.. :)

你就像风一样的男子

2008-01-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

你就像风一样的男子
来的快去的也快。。

其实很爱你

2008-01-16T13:56:00.000+08:00

离开　不会太悲伤　

有些　心情该释放

回忆　被谁放在书架上　

把它从最高的地方落下

现在　学着去遗忘　

躲开　有你的地方　

直到眼泪它自己落下　

才发现骗不了自己其实很爱你

感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人
每个人的心里都会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真
反覆被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留

words tat is not from me...

2008-01-14T10:30:00.000+08:00

其实我猜的没错
其实我已猜到了

原来我一直只是徘徊在你心外的路人甲
并没有闯进你的心，

好吧。。
我会暂时消失。。
就让你静一静吧。。。

Funny pic

2008-01-05T20:05:00.000+08:00

hahaha... tis is a funny pic.. i got tis from liling's blog..
i have lost all the pics...
thinking wat i have been doing in all my poly's life...
wat a laugh!

i miss them! :(

一秒钟的永远

2007-12-25T01:36:00.000+08:00

每个人的心中都有一个小的梦
像蜻蜒点在微微涟漪水中
涟漪往往只会泛起短短一秒钟
却让人怀念的好久好久

在我们的爱情中　总是太多风波
忘记它　才能安然度过
释怀后的拥抱虽短　感动却很久
就在爱情离开了我　那么久以后
我还清晰　记得在你怀中丰富感受
只一秒钟　却永远了

虽然许多爱的可能　在门外经过
为甚么我还深锁自己　无动于衷
是一秒钟的天长地久深深包围我
只一秒钟　却成为了永远

卓文萱 [手心]

2007-12-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

卓文萱 [手心]

我一个人徘徊在我们的海
闭上眼我还记得那一天看见的蓝
爱距离也分不开
你送的贝壳还在呼唤
在耳边答应要给我未来
那一天手心里的爱我放不开
等一个人多么孤单
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐
握紧了手心里的爱
我勇敢了起来
当你回来的时候我一定要跟你说别再走开

我跟寂寞在比赛
等你带我手牵手一起去看全世界最美的海
泪不可以掉下来
我学着向日葵抬起头
等待着最亲爱的你回来
抱着我称赞我的勇敢
那一天手心里的爱我放不开
等一个人多么孤单我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐
握紧了手心里的爱我勇敢了起来
当你回来的时候我一定要跟你说别再走开贝

壳握在手心静静的变得温暖
就像是握住一点点答案
那一天手心里的爱我放不开
等一个人多么孤单我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐
握紧了手心里的爱我勇敢了起来
当我祈祷的时候天使都不在
当我痛苦的时候也只好习惯
当你回来的时候我一定要跟你说
别再别再走开

chocolate teach me a lesson

2007-12-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

Made chocolate for my colleague.

at first, i didn't allow my sis to bring for her colleague.. at last i agreed.. as i also afraid tat we cant finish it.

so ya.. her colleague gave me a small chocolate in return.. a small one.. tis really make my day..

and compare tis with my colleague.. things are so much different

guess what.. not even a “thank you”Rather.. I make a fool of myself.. I bring the biggest potion for them..

I thought they will happily finish it up like the last time I made for them

I guess things are different now..Cos "He" is not around, I don't get privileges anymore

Seriously it doesn't matter to me if the chocolate ended up in the rubbish bin or in their stomach.Cos every time anybody eats that chocolate.. They will start making fun of me.. eat one equal to my heart have to pain one time... they even paste one sticker on the container! and they even say until one of them need to split it out in rubbish bin!

"Hey.. seriously.. those chocolate doesn't taste tat bad!" it taste so much better than the previous one i made.. i purposely choose good chocolate to make it.

they are jus a bunch of unappreciative people....

or it's jus my luck!

Who on earth can be more "lucky" than me to have a bunch of colleague like them! Put so much effort to make chocolate for them.. and still have to end up so pain... i hate tis kind of feeling.. make me feel like scolding vulgarity. ****

If Astley is still around.. he will definitely finish it de.

i cant bring it home.. as i told my family tat they will finish all my chocolate.. cos there got alot ppl.. i always thought i got a supportive team...

wat would they think if i bring it home? will they worry for me?

i hope it's not too late to realise all my stupidity...

Like wat pastor said, "With friends like tat, you don't need enemies."

It's ok. It's really ok. People like them make me grow stronger! I am stronger than yesterday!

i believe God gives everybody the equal amount of happiness and unhappiness! jus tat i am taking all my unhappiness all at one go.. so next time i will enjoy all my happiness!

God, bless me me with more strength to go through bigger challenge!Amen!

因为有你

2007-12-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

每一次都会不知不觉得想起你。。

在不开心的时候，想你的感觉更多了，不是因为你带给我都是不开心的感觉，那是因为你都懂我的每一个不开心，懂得怎么安慰我，哄我开心，逗我笑。

每一次，他们欺负我的时候，你会帮我出头，当我的挡箭牌，保护着我，我就不会害怕，如果我做错了，你也会耐心的教我。

没有你，就像下雨时，没有雨伞。非常无助，不知道下一步要往那里走。你知道我很不厉害讲话，又不聪明，所以做什么，说什么都成为大家的笑柄。当所有的人都在笑我时，好无奈啊，如果生气的话，我就算输了，也只好硬着头皮强颜欢笑，当做一幅无所谓的样子，心里却好像被一百万支刀插进去一样痛，就算跌到了，自己还要爬起来，笑着跟大家说没事！我想也只能这样，其实我不希望大家都讨厌我。如果你还在就好了，能教我怎么做。你知道我最不擅长掩饰自己的心情了，可能是你太厉害，一眼就被你看穿我不开心，即使我不说，你也会都知道。

我不想留在那里，因为那里已经没有你了
可是，我留下来了，因为那里有着我跟你一起的回忆。

你知道吗，每个人都说我变了，可能现在的我已经更勇敢，独立，坚强了吧。

原来人是在害怕时，学会更勇敢。
在孤单时，学会独立。
在脆弱时，学会坚强。

你曾经说过会帮我，把我变得对自己比较有自信，我想你离开我也是帮我的其中一个方法，虽然很苦，我也真的很努力，因为我知道你在默默的守护着我。

有时候想着想着也会不知不觉的哭了。想要向你求救, 向你诉苦, 却你又不在, 都会让我觉得很想放弃, 现在，我有的只有对你的记忆，有的是记忆里，你跟我说的那句“你要加油哦!”

如果知道认识你，会让我那么难过的话
我还是要认识你。。。

你教会我这么多东西，怎么忘了教我没有你的时候我该怎么办。

那时你常说的“开心就好”现在还管用吗？

haha.. you wont believe tis

2007-12-08T18:46:00.001+08:00

haha.. you wont believe tis....

ur com is spoilt!!!!

i put tis in my msn display pic
am i pretty?
tis is hui xian... haha...tis is wat liling told me.. lol..
if u have difficult in breathing now... PLS DO NOT SCROLL DOWN!!!!

Ta da...
told you dont scroll down liao.. haha...

random post

2007-12-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

recently... been thinking too much ...
dunno wat am i thinking too..

best friend make me feel better about myself..
thanks Raymond... i mean Ryan! haha... =X

happy birthday to me!!!

2007-12-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

I wished to be happy everyday!!! opps... i shouldnt have say out!
Phew!

=)

=(

2007-12-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

not been very happy recently...

not really have any reason for being unhappy.. maybe jus a bit of everything.. arghh...

i want so many things!!!

dont even have own workspace!!!

when is my pay rise?

start to worry about my financial le.. when i am genourous to people.. who are going to worry for me.. haha...

Bless me ba!!!

Dear God, can i have my advance blessing and let me go in Peace earlier?

Thank you.

Amen!

friendster

2007-11-18T01:23:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line
Mulling over an intimidating idea for too long isn't wise. Do something spontaneous.

In Detail
If you think playing 'hard to get' is going to land you the apple of your eye, think again. There is far too much going on in their lives to notice someone who doesn't seem to notice them. If you really want to catch this person's eye, you either have to wait until their life calms down, or make the first move and let them know you'd like them to make time for you. Keep in mind that you might be getting a lot busier very soon. Is right now really a good time to get something new started?

radom

2007-10-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

I did a banner for Ben's birthday! for him
"ban Li" at bedok
Lunch at Kim Gary with Shu Lei

with Daniel Ong!

It's the little things

2007-10-14T12:54:00.000+08:00

It's the little things that we share
and all our favourite things

No matter how good others may be
No one cares like how you care for me

And no matter where I'll be, it warms my heart to know that
You're always here for me

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2007-10-14T12:35:00.001+08:00

knowing tat i got so much to tell u..
so much tat i wan u to know..

it's so painful
to be someone tat is mute..
Looking at you leaving silently
i cant tell you anything...

where are you?
Is everything fine on ur side?
How's the people there?

i know u are scare of being lonely.
but..
I believe you will be someone great no matter where u go!

dinner at vivo with them

2007-10-07T14:51:00.000+08:00

dinner at vivo with the

you

2007-09-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

astley

2007-09-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

days of my OJT... i followed you whenever you go...

you bring me to MT (millennium institute) you bring me to Rosythyou bring me to RVPSyou bring me to where you stay..
and bring me for famous prawn noodle at Potong Pasir!

your bike

2007-09-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

you bring me to movie
you laughed so loud... i dun wan you to sit beside me.. haha..
now i wished you can pei me watch movie...

i love to sit on ur bike..
u will ride at the speed of 60 or 70 to make sure my safety
you allowed me to take pic while you were riding..

i still miss you..

still missing you..

2007-09-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

how can i delete you away from my memory?
-11 April- when i only newbie in asknlearn.
you take care of me.. bring me to Rosyth...

you get serioussitting beside you to watch you edit video...your funny faces made me laugh
you bring me to Cedar Primaryyou teach me how to wear helmet and how to get onto a bike.you bring me to Sim Lim after workbut u always busy on phoneyou will bring me for good foodwe shared one plateyou made me laugh (but you made me cry now)
you are old.. but were very cute!you bought me toy as if i am a small kids....

hw do i tell you when i am missing you?

Get to know yourself better

2007-09-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2007-09-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

Went out with my sis.. actually wanted to go Toa Payoh or bugis or bishan to look for shoe..

for those who knows me.. it's actually very hard for me to get a suitable pair..

today AMK HUB officially open!! got so many celebrities there.. so we decided not to go anywhere.. but to stay there to shop..
we saw Fiona, Chen Han Wei.. and alot.. but too bad no pic...
buy tis pair of heels
ta da~
love it... hope it wont hurt my feet!

random

2007-09-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

ta da Einstein - the famous cartoon artist from Kids Central..

autograph for the kids..
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ben's t-shirt.. lolx.. looks like Puma logo...

another Ipod design..

cheers...

my ipod skin

2007-09-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

designed this ipod skin..

PET

2007-09-16T13:24:00.000+08:00

PET!!! I love them!!!
Upper row(from left): Sabrina, Me, ShuLei, Bing Jie, Paul, Ben
Lower row(from right):Eka, Fion, Astley, Ashlynn, Felix, Boon Kao, Vishnu

i miiss him..

random

2007-09-15T13:07:00.000+08:00

went amk with my sis and mum yesterday.. to shop for some clothes for my mum.. she is so picky.. in the end.. she got nothing back..

i drew a cartoon version of bambang...
look cute isnt it?
i drew tis.. as big as a mahjong paper.. to pin up at the noticeboard
another to pin it at the other side..
look something like tat.. my manga art board...

I miss you Astley!

2007-09-06T21:42:00.001+08:00

It was really a shocking news to know tat Astley passed away...

i really dunno wat else to say.. it was heart breaking.. looking back at my past few entry.. almost every post i have mentioned abt him.. i told everyone i got a nice manager.. a manager tat dun behave like a manager..

too many things to say.. i wrote a letter to him.. going to burn it soon.. get meixiu to ask her fren abt the correct format to burn to make sure he receive it.. Astley, you are greatly missed.

This is my first full time job after i grad.. i always thought i am so lucky tat i am here.. to know such a leader like you. i learnt alot of things from u..

you number is not deleted from my hp.. ur email is not deleted from my msn.. everything remain unchange.. jus like u are not deleted from my life.. i believe u are somewhere out there.. looking down at us.. protecting us. i can never stop thanking you for wat u have done. i really miss your presence.. i miss ur joke.. ur laughter.. and the way u tease me for my silliness...

You are doing so well here.. so now u are being promoted to be an angel to work under God...

i am so afraid tat i am missing you again..
wat can i do when i miss you?

石欣卉& 王建复想听的话

2007-08-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

想听的话慢慢地撤出忧伤
你在转角处等他
能用声高放地唱
我可以整天对你不牵挂

这场爱不会开花
我情书却割舍不下
明知你爱的是他
却还是学不会摆脱这挣扎

想听的话你说给了他
我的快乐从此蒸发
如果同时爱的代价哪相信
想撒个什么谎

想听的话得不到回答
我却还在独自装傻
回答时我的脸颊好让你看不见
我眼角的变化

周杰伦 - 不能说的秘密

2007-08-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想象你在身边才完全是去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想象你在身边才完全是去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

Outing with Cedar

2007-07-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

sorry.. for updating the blog for quite sometimes... decide to blog liao... first.. long long time ago.. bring Cedar Primary kids to some places to take photos... *there are too many photos le.. so only a few are selected*

Stamford Raffles
Astley's feet!

Amanda from Cedar... she is very cute de
they wan to take pic with the stall uncle -.-
Yi long from cedar..
i got evidence.. shulei snatching student's food
Astley and tat pretty teacher cute bunch of kids from cedar! look at xiu wen's face (the ger at the most rite)

boon jing (the girl at the left) my fav. girl

Victoria theatre

Esplanade

haiz

2007-07-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

knowing i cant be like a child forever..

getting to be more responsible(which is actually a good thing) learning to act like professional (been thinking am i suppose to be like tis?) haha! anyway.. people say i need to build up my confident.. (is it true?)

realised alot of things.. in fact getting information that i dun wish to know abt.. nothing related to me either.. i jus feel jealous!!

anyway.. this few days getting feeling abit down for no reason...

give weird attitude also.. SORRY JAYNE!!!

i guess i am jus tired..

and gossip is a good habit to practice... (Jane, pls kick tat away) it spoilt people relationship!!

quiz

2007-06-30T01:12:00.000+08:00

got some quiz from shireen blog.. and decide to try it...

You Are a Banana Split

Fruity, flavorful, and diverse.
Who can beat a true superstar?

What Kind of Sundae Are You?

You Are a Lemon Cake

Strong, sexy, and overpowering.
You know who you are, and you're not afraid to show the world your fabulous self.
You're confident, charming, and extremely popular.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofcakeareyouquiz/">What Kind of Cake Are You?

Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing.
You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes.
And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad.
You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howisyourinnerchildquiz/">How Is Your Inner Child?

birthday

2007-06-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

celebrating Jayne and Meixiu bday today...

Photos are with Jayne.. will update once i got them...

Computer was down for the last few weeks.. too many photos in my phone and couldnt upload here.. have quite a few interesting ones.. jus too bad.. couldnt share with you guys...

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Letting Tin tin have my GE account too.. so he can train for me.. wahahas... not saying i am getting all the credit.. like he putting in effort in training.. and i get the fame... but gonna share the account.. anyway.. i am not playing often.. wahahas..

thanks gals for joining the dinner today..

*Jayne pls send me the photos soon*

dilys. me

2007-06-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

dilys. me

not right!

2007-06-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

my life getting boring.. work and work...
and life getting more sian in TKPS!!! nobody to talk to :(
and.. recently my desktop is down.. not tat i dun wan to update..
i got losta pics to upload.. but my desktop is down..
everything jus dun seem right at the moment!!!

too many things to say...
where should start from?

梁静茹- 小手拉大手

2007-06-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

还记得那场音乐会的烟火
还记得那个凉凉的深秋
还记得人潮把你推向了
我游乐园拥挤的正是时候
一个夜晚坚持不睡的等候
一起泡温泉奢侈的享受
有一次日记里愚蠢的困惑
因为你的微笑幻化成风
你大大的勇敢保护着我
我小小的关怀喋喋不休
感谢我们一起走了那么久
又再一起回到凉凉深秋
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给你我的手
像温柔野兽
把自由交给草原的辽阔
我们小手拉大手
一起交游
今天别想太多
你是我的梦
像北方的风
却正能帮我悠扬的哀愁
我们小手拉大手
今天加油
向昨天挥挥手

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给你我的手
像温柔野兽
我们一直就这样向前走
我们小手拉大手
一起交游
今天别想太多
你是我的梦
像北方的风
却正能帮我悠扬的哀愁
我们小手拉大手
今天加油
向昨天挥挥手

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给你我的手
像温柔野兽
我们一直就这样向前走
我们小手拉大手
一起交游
今天别想太多
lalala
像北方的风
却正南方暖洋洋的哀愁
我们小手拉大手
今天加油
向昨天挥挥手

我们小手拉大手
今天为我加油
舍不得挥挥手

梁静茹- 小手拉大手
作曲:tsuiayano 填词:陈绮贞

bad friday

2007-06-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

wat a bad Friday...
wasnt good at all... perhaps i am really weak.. but wat to do.. tat's me..
and yes.. Perhaps you are right.. i shall get stronger...

i dunno..
tat's how girls react when somebody scold them -Cry-

went to RVPS for Enrichment training today.. things didnt go so well.. Specially when the class are about to end.. this CRAZY parent came to my class.. and burst into loud voice and started scolded me for releasing the class late..

come on la.. tis is the last lesson of the Enrichment.. i am going to save their work one by one.. and tis stupid school dun even have a network for students to upload their work.. so tat the teachers can download straight away instead of saving one by one...

some of them didnt even finish their work.. hw could i possibly save their work on time?
and tis parent dun even give me a chance to explain.. and he started to shout like nobody business. and keep asking which company am i from.. claim tat he have an IT background and know wat i am teaching.. and he believe tat i wont have to release the student late for no reason.. and he even say things like wan to blacklist me from teaching line.. and said.. i didnt apologies for releasing the student late..

so the first thing i did.. was to keep saying sorry and sorry.. and never felt even more heart break than this... if tat was my father.. i will have jus shout back and ask him to have hear my explanation first before he even shouted at me... but i jus swallow all my anger for the sake/reputation of the company.. i dun wan to create trouble.. so jus got to say sorry.. i was really really very upset.. and control my tears until all the students have left.. and thanks Miss Geraldine (parent volunteer)

i cried in the classroom... Paul was with me... i am glad tat ppl really concern for me.. i know i am not alone.. i have the PET team to back me up and support me... but still through out the day.. i dun really felt good at all.. whenever i thought of tis incident.. i really feel like crying again...

but later in the night.... i felt much better when Astley called and told me.. he spoke to the parent.. as usual sound very piss off.. but the teacher in charge and the HOD-IT didnt blame me for anything.. becos they understand.. i guess cos the teacher in charge saw me crying.. and kept asking am i alright...

she feedback to the HOD-IT tat i apologise to the parent.. lucky.. the HOD-IT said i am polite enough to apologise first...

Astley told Yuk abt it too... Yuk said.. tat i am good.. at least i take responsible at my own action...

so i guess the problem is not big at all..

jus tat my heart.. hold tis matters too tight.. i guess.. i am still holding it.. hurting me alots.. really..

right now.. the whole picture.. i can still remember so vividly.. every words tat i have said to the parent.. and how i feel at tat very moment...

missing dodo

2007-05-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

looking back at these photos~ i truly miss him... Dodo, when will u be back?

wat a deal~

2007-05-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

been eyeing at tis watch for months.. since my poly days... it was selling at $259!! but recently got to know tat Amk Hub selling at $200!!! due to the Singapore Sales... omg! cant slp tat night.. keep thinking dunno whether should i get it or not!!!

Some places(like Taka).. are still pricing at $259!!

and one more concern..

tat Rosyth teacher tat i dun like... is wearing tis watch!

wat a spoiler...

对“喜欢”这手表的感觉

让我发现。。

跟“爱”一个人的感觉很像

发现一但喜欢就很想很想拥有

害怕的事一但拥有了

又不懂得去珍惜“它”/“他”的好

可能不适合“拥有”/“在一起”

怕只是为了一时的冲动

犯下的错误

可是如果不去尝试拥有“它”/“他”

我会后悔

不但会失去“一样喜欢的东西”/“一个爱的人”

可能也会觉得遗憾吧~

---

对于那可恶的老师呢

我只能说：“我不想跟她走同样的路线！”。。。

---

back to work..

2007-05-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

back to work liao..
RVPS enrichment class.... den back to office...
dinner with Astley~

he is acting cute again!

我没有凶

没有臭脾气！！

没有虚伪。。

总是让你不满意~ 好累啊~

take a pic when i get home.. lol~
my sis bought me a bubble tea =P
dunno.. who do tis for me.. but thanks anyway =)

town with sis~~

2007-05-27T21:16:00.000+08:00

went to orchard again...
with two sisters.... shop ard far east..
settle at Taka to have our dinner...
tis is nice! Japanese Noodle with Egg and Cheese~
from dunno wat-yaki de...
den bought tis shoes... waited for almost 2hrs for it to deliever to tat shop.. first is dun have my size.. den the one with my size, the design was abit spoilt.. and another pair.. is white with shiny material.. which i dun really like..
bought tis photo chips at pasa malam nearby hse... 4 for 1 bucks~ =)
got Great Singapore Sale.. even potato Chip are so cheap!! XD

HELL week...

2007-05-27T01:48:00.000+08:00

went out to AMK hub to meet Eric.. and thanks to Shireen for not coming o!!!
we walked like dunno how many rounds in the AMK hub.. really no where to go..
so sian..
and we had our lunch at the MAC!!!

and we meet Raymond.. and we walked a few more rounds again!!!!
went home after tat... we went to Aunt hse together with my mum!!!
and i have my new hair cut!!!

nice ma? take 2
dun say look like "toot toot" hor...
take 4

i learnt how to play "four colour" cards together with my mum and aunt...
and really gotta thanks them to teach me how to play.. woo hoo..~

and HELL weeks!!! gotta be very busy the next week.. losta training.. and very stress!!!

To myself : Dun be blur and sotong!!! be alert and be professional ya...

things to do: Get a file for all the papers!! call teachers to confirm training dates... check street directory on how to go to sch (Hope street directory will be ok tmr) and read some dreamweaver notes.. and be prepared for HELL week!!!!

Ps : I know everybody got their stress.. pls talk to me nicely can?

I miss losta bunch of u.. people from work.. so long nv see them liao...

miss my polymates... Shireen, Jayne, Meixiu.. the gals!! LILING!!!!! and lotsa~~~ ]

miss KELVIN~

LET's MEET UP!!!

town with sis

2007-05-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

went out with my sis today.. woo hoo...
went to orchard.. to far east.. she bought two pair of shoes...
and we walk ard.. and shop shop.. =)
den went to Mos burger to have our dinner...

bought some mask from the face shop at PS..

went home after tat~

vivo with ko and yan ming

2007-05-25T00:47:00.000+08:00

好开心哦。。
finally i can go out after being lock at home for one week! yea

went to Vivo with Kolina and Yan ming.. so long never meet them le.. wa wa waa~

we went to "Hong Kong Kim Gary"the noodle there.... taste like instant noodle.. i was super super full!! bloated~
den we jus shop ard at Vivo

the receipt come in Chinese~me and koyan ming and me~

one funny incident of the day:

when we on our way back.. we took the train from Dhoby Ghaut.. den Kolina and Yan ming get off at Outram Park.. den from the corner of my eye.. i saw tis Indian man keep looking at me.. and smiling away.. out of sudden i burst out laughing a little.. i didnt laugh too loudly as i dun wan to make it obvious.. i was so irritated by him.. feeling uncomfortable having someone keep looking at u like some weirdo..

den i alighted at Dhoby Ghaut.. wanted to get rid of his attention.. and he came out of the train too.. initially i thought he wanted to get to North-East line too.. den he came to talk to me.. he told me he was from India and asked why am i laughing.. have a nice chat with him.. and he asked for my number.. =X

but he was a nice guy *not bad looking too* his name is "Jai" and he asked whether will we meet again.. lol~

是习惯吗？

2007-05-24T00:40:00.000+08:00

是已经习惯不被你重视了吗？

2007-05-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

a chocolate from my sis!! woohoo..

a few days with those tasteless food.. finally can have chocolate liaos =)

2007-05-21T13:00:00.000+08:00

是！我不懂！

你都不跟我讲我怎么会懂？

我当然不懂！

一句“你不懂的啦“ 就想打发我

2007-05-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

对不起，我不会讲话。。又说错了

当你打给我的时候，是带着怎样的心情？
想要我安慰你吗？弄你开心？还是要我什么都不讲，听你诉苦就好？
我不知道我应该怎么做，才算标准！

当你在说你跟她之间的问题时，
我应该有什么反应？
我应该有什么想法，才算标准！

我可以想到的，我都讲了。。
可是都不是你要听得
我真的不会。。

这些问题你会教我吗？
还是要我 trial an error？
直到对为止。。

你会累，我也会
只是我不能在你累的时候，也觉得累
我会在你累的时候
为你加油！

放下电话时，心好痛！
你知道吗？

我要听的不是“对不起“

2007-05-17T12:29:00.000+08:00

and porriage again =(

2007-05-16T11:17:00.000+08:00

terrible virus i got!!
chickenpox!!

the amount of medicine i got
i have to take tis much of pills..
MC (2 weeks) gonna be real bored at home!! pls call me and chat with me when u are free ok!
other than fever.. itchiness, swollen marks... body aching and ...SCARS!!!!

out with sean

2007-05-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

meet Sean at somerset... went for some walks
do some shopping.. walk here and there.. and have our dinner...
sean and me...
and i am obviously tired...

no more pic... going home liao!!!

pump petrol

2007-05-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

Finally got to update blog.. and update alot of posts..
cos now able to upload pics liao.. woo hoo

Astley went to pump petrol before setting off to Malayisa
start to pek cek liao
how come dun have petrol one... SO HOT!!!!
???

notice wat he is wearing... a "turtle suit" inside his jacket.. he look more muscular isnt?
lolx.. no wonder he is so hot~Astley : "TAKE SOME MORE!! I'LL KILL YOU"

haha~

days in springfield

2007-05-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

Astley bought tis for me at Ikea

oh gosh.. my days at SpringField...

guess wat he is doing?
trying to make some fireworks in the lab!!!
The man in black.. is Rahim.. the TA over there... he is super friendly.. lucky got him.. if not my days over there will be like hell...
whole days facing many computer with the screen like tis.. waiting for the video to render... hundreds over sch to do...
God bless me~

omg~ he looks like one of my sec sch teachers... Mr Chew.. or Choo.. cant rem.. hopefully he cant recognise me.. =P

2007-05-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

place the 2 dogs.. on the computer.. =)

love it!

out with kel

2007-05-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

meet up with Kelvin~ finally after so long
see... he is so happy

went to play pool~
act pro

waiting for bus to town...
den we start taking pics~
and we took many shots
smile until tired
and have to smile again

take pics again in the bus
we really got nth to do..
hee~
look at his face.. tat smile is obviously tired!! lolx
afterall.. not a bad day.. bought a bag.. =)

tired.. yet i enjoy the day =)

vivo~

2007-05-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

went vivo..
cute dog at Pet Safari
arent they cute?
Astley bought tis 2 dogs... from onepage

haha.. wat a weird pose..

use your heart to feel.. not your eyes to see

2007-05-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

把眼镜拿下吧

有很多事，不是用眼睛去看而是用心去感受。。。

Astley's birthday

2007-05-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

celebrating Uncle Wong's birthday..
Here is Wei Lin presenting a song for himWei Lin and Astey
Gazali and me cant stop laughing.. he was so funny!!!
Astley, Gazali, Me and Wei Lin
Uncle wong received a small cake from Wei Lin, he shared a small mouth spoon with everybody

tis is Gazali and Nurul
Astley, Mui Hua (HR, Admin), Gazali , and (erm.. forgot her name)

Infront - Eka

Nurul, Shulei and me
Astley and Mahatier (fav pose) *looking away
them again

Astley and Nurul
the girls

Infront - Fion, Nurul and me

Behind - Ashlynn and Shulei

Nurul and Shu lei
everyone.. has a shot of volka from Astley...
Astley was drunk

they receive their birthday card
and presents too
His present

All the guys ( No smile)
guys say "cheese"
everybody look away now!!!

with the girls (no smile version)

get to sit beside Astley.. cos i am his P.A XD
say "cheese" version
look away version
erm.. and close up version -.-

-tat's all folks-

hmmm

2007-05-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

not blogging for a few days le.. jus reformated my com.. cant upload pics.. and feeling kinda lazy to update.. feeling confuse.. and cant find wat i wan. simply too many things to say.. but dunno how to start..

some random saying.. typing randomly.. it would sound like some parable.. pls pardon me!

Meixiu told me tat the ans is already in my heart.. come on point to me where is it!!!!

have been wondering wat am i thinking.. here are my thoughts...

Person A : I feel so far away from you... maybe we are jus 有缘无分.. during tis period of time.. we have fun.. and it have been really great knowing you. i love ur accompany.. thanks for everything... but truly both of us know tat tis relationship wont bring us anywhere further then tis.. wat are we really looking for? sometimes it jus hurt my heart to have pretend nothing happen. I am not good in acting.. but u make me a good actress... wat should i do jus to be a "good girl" in ur eyes? i am tired... really..

how should i think.. when u tell me things about other girls? like wat u except me to answer you? be generous? and i still need to face you everyday.. how am i going to do it..

Person B : hmm.. jus want to say "I'm sorry" not able to do as i promised to.. thanks for being there for me.. even ur little sms like "morning" have really make my day.. we jus are frens..

Person C : Coming back to me at tis time, not a good choice ba... wat's the use of making tis relationship works.. both of us have once tried so hard.. yet failed.. wat makes you thinks tat we can make it tis time.. i dun have faith in both of us.. not in tis relationship. Once you have hurt me the most.. to the extend tat i dun dare to walk into a proper relationship...

Person D : You are the one.. i always wanted.. waiting for u.. and now finally come to past. Knowing now is not the best time yet.. and will keep on waiting.. yet.. still trying and figuring out my thoughts...

going back to draw lots again... who will be the next one...

not a replacement anymore.. not a 第三者..
not as simple as u think i am..

breadfast!

2007-05-05T12:54:00.000+08:00

My breadfast =)

...

2007-05-05T01:47:00.000+08:00

Went to Vivo after work.. Visit the PET SAFARI~

love those white terrier.. super cute!!!
they are only 2 months old
and tis dog is extremely small
so cute..

after tat went dinner with Astley and Felix..

04 May
Went Dhouby Ghaut with Astley and Felix again to have dinner
dinner at Ajisen Raman!
Astley, dun act cute ok..tis one act handsome... =X

Have no ideas wat they doing..

Please Forgive tis 2 "Idiot" they have muscle cramp!

After dinner.. wanted to watch movie... but no more tickets..

so went to starbucks with Astley liao..

Imagini Visual Profile

2007-05-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

Did this personality test - http://dna.imagini.net/friends/

PERSONALITY : MOOD
DREAMER
You're a bit of a romantic and like to get back to basics. The expanse of the wilderness is inspiring and like landscapes that make you calm. When it comes to art, you're definitely unconventional. You like to think differently, always from another perspective. You have a good sense of humour. As for music, it's the soundtrack to your world. It gives you focus, and concentration - you might find it hard to switch off. You choice of treat shows you love being a little bit naughty. Being good all the time is a bore. You've got a good sense of fun and maybe infectious giggle.

PERSONALITY : FUN
ESCAPE ARTIST
Life is exhausting and you never seem to get enough rest - poor thing! Working hard or playing hard, you just have to get some more rest... For kicks there is nothing like a little affection to give you a buzz. there is never enough time to love! When it comes to holidays, you'll go anywhere as long as there's sea and sand and then you'll just stay put. You can't always be bothered with any activities or trailing round tourist sites. Holidays are about recharging the batteries. What grosses you out? You favour the natural look and can't stand a pumped and plumped, plastic appearance.

PERSONALITY : HABITS
NEW WAVE PURITAN
Your choice of drink shows that on the whole you care about your health and make sure you're putting the right stuff in. As for the home, your bold personality is reflected in your style. You like to be in surrounding that lift your mood.

PERSONALITY : LOVE
HOME SOUL
You're a real home soul. You care deeply about family life and all that comes with it, the love between a parent and child is so special. When you think of freedom - you think of being charge of your direction. The open road and a full tank can take you pretty much anywhere.

chalet...

2007-05-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

went to chalet after work on monday.. at downtown east
tis is the girls' s room..
the guys's room

the balcony.. where u can see the wild wild wet
our "Kitchen"
the "living room"
Junying preparing for BBQ..
with Eric

very hardworking...
BBQ starts..
VC cooking for us!!!

eating the chicken...
the crab meat
drinking...
and the satay~Shireen and Jayne

the girls
the girls again

i play Monopoly with the guys the next day.. where Shireen go meet her frens.. and Jayne went back.. left me the only girl =(
have fun though....
i used tis dog to represent my move....
Shireen and the Mask

they have "fun"
opps.. no camera pls~~~
the group pic...
somehow i like tis pic...

they "stoning" again
playing Playstation again...
crazy fellow
the "emo" pic

tired.. at the end of the day~

outing with Jayne

2007-04-29T23:40:00.000+08:00

supposed and decided to go out with Sean today.. so initial plan was to meet up with him in the afternoon.. den the plan changed when Jayne called and asked me out for a walk.. yes i agreed..
and so i met up with Jayne
we went to Orchard..
tis white shirt was from top shop.. it was ~~jus nice~~ abit too small (Size 10) and they left with size 10 and size 14.. and size 14 was too big for me.. so i didnt get it anyway....
den we went to Southavan.. saw tis top..
pink button shirt.. was too striking. (M size was jus nice)
same design.. but in white (L size) it was too big for me..had finally to get tis white button shirt.. so i asked for M size... and guess wat they told me "OUT OF STOCK".. they said.. they will have it in 3 weeks time.. so i leave down my contact number.. and they will contact me once they have the stock... wat a waste... =(
we went to forever 21
i bought tis Top...
from M-industrial. i like tis Shirt.. but i dun like the ribbon at the bottom... and pic cant see the ribbon.. as i hided it..
and Jayne gave tis to me..
bought tis pair of shoe.. was deciding.. whether Pink or White shoelaces is nicer..

please tag me for ur opnion... it will be greatly appreciated... thanks thanks

dinner at Clarke Quay

2007-04-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

last Friday.. the PET team together with some ME (multimedia Educator) went for a dinner at Clarke Quay at one Indonesia Restaurant to celebrate Astley's Birthday... we have alot of fun.. Astley introduced me as his small little PA to everyone.. =)
and He make everybody especially those in PET team to drink a shot of volka, Astley himself drank 2 shot of volka.. his maximum was 3 shots... later in my blog u will know wat happen to him... so ya.. it was still quite OK to me.. never really feel drunk or anything...
we took lots of photos.. and it will be uploaded once i get them from Astley...

after the dinner.. most of the people went back.. Bing Jie was kind enough to offer me a ride home... Astley dun allow me to go back with them.. as he mentioned again.. i'm his PA.. so i stay with Astley.. and a few of them... the initial plan was to go Karaoke with them... while waiting for cab.. Astley didnt feel really well.. he vomited.. so he went home... Astley was drunk

Sorry Astley.. post ur pic withour permission... =X

2007-04-29T01:20:00.000+08:00

Sagittarius

As a future-oriented Sagittarius, the ninth sign of the zodiac, you are considered the most prophetic of the signs because you have the urge to understand the meaning of life. Also the most mobile sign of the zodiac, you explore beyond physical and mental boundaries, and thrive on freedom and liberty.

Jupiter, the planet of luck and expansion, is the ruler of Sagittarius, and brings optimism and joy to life. Jupiter is also associated with a person's spiritual beliefs and philosophic standards.

Sagittarius is the third fire sign. This fiery influence is like a candle in the dark, lighting the way to knowledge and wisdom. You walk through life high-spirited and openhearted, always seeking the truth. You are farsighted and goal-directed and are gifted in grasping general principles.

Sagittarius rules the ninth house of the chart, the section associated with the exploration of the intellectual mind or the physical world. Therefore, this house stands for religion, philosophy, higher education, as well as long journeys.

Sagittarius is a mutable sign, making you a communicator and teacher. Since you have the natural ability to gain profound insight into scientific and spiritual fields, you feel that it is your mission to contribute your knowledge on to the world.

One of your main strengths, is that you achieve your goals through the power of positive thinking. Your happy-go-lucky, future-oriented nature opens many doors for you. You are direct, honest, and jovial, which makes you a very humane and amiable friend, lover, and coworker.

Of course, you also have some weaknesses; due to your disposition, your head is often in the clouds, and you are oblivious to reality. You also run the risk of being hypocritical, and get so opinionated and dogmatic that you impose your "truth" upon others. You also don't tolerate any kind of restriction, and develop restlessness and unquenchable wanderlust.

zhiming farewell dinner~

2007-04-26T20:10:00.000+08:00

Pics from friday.. Zhiming farewell dinner...
when we are still in the office..
-nurul and zhiming-

-me and zhiming-
-nurul, me and zhiming -
the guys!!!! (from left - Nurul's bf, Gregory(Great aka Great aka Girl-go-li), Bing Jie, Boon Kao aka Boon Boon, Astley aka Uncle Wong, Felix the cat)

Infront - Vishnu and Zhiming
when ask astley to take photo for us.. he wont forget to take a picture of himself first.. -.-
from left - ShuLei aka Jumbo, Fion aka Mun Mun, Ashlynn aka Pretty Ash Ash, Zhiming, Nurul and me.

yea~
teamwork!!!
Boon Boon too tired liao... (Da Po Gong) =X

-the gers-

*random pics*

-the end-

想

2007-04-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

我应该怎麽想。。
当我在听你讲有关于她的事。。。

她并不知道有我的存在。。
但我却知道有她的存在。。

我应该勇敢面对，接受现实。。
还是装聋作哑，继续逃避。。

是我要求太多吗？
还是根本没权利要求什么。。。

"Love" -它是明显，而模糊的。。

some random pics...

2007-04-24T16:46:00.000+08:00

*some random pics*
-went to seletar reservoir on sunday~

Astley bike....Cant believe.. Felix actually collect tis....Ryan promoting twisties!!!

第三者

2007-04-22T15:10:00.000+08:00

我只是无意闯入的第三者。。

you know wat i wan to say.. i have no expectation or anything...
ever spare a thought for me?

3 days...

2007-04-22T02:23:00.000+08:00

21 April (Saturday)
went to Rosyth to look for Astley.. den went down to a video course with him.. at around bugis area... company only select 5 of us (Astley, Felix, Paul, Fion and me) *and i am so honoured* $80 per person.. and we have the company to sponsor us..

first.. we have self-introduction among the class... (name.. wat am i doing.. and why am i here?) and i was so nervous... never thought of wat am i going to say.. lol.. anyways.. it was fun... we got to learn wat is "one-shot filming" UNCUT!!! one shot.. from the moment.. u start recording to the moment u stop.. so cool rite.. some of their film tat showed us was quite an artistic one.. if i wouldn't know tat's one shot film before hand.. i guess.. i will be bored to watch such an artistic film...

anyways.. it's was amazing.. to do something like one shot movie.. cos it wasn't easy at all.. imagine u make a mistake during ur filming or the camera run out of battery.. and u have to restart all over again... jus think of how many times u mus rehearse before u start... Astley told me bout something.. like 2 camera in one shot.. i totally amazed with tis idea... and i am so excited.. to teach the student about tis "one shot filming"
*some pictures attached* during our lesson

yea.. den after the course.. went out with Astley.. to his house to put his bag.. den we rest awhile.. den have our dinner together at boon keng mac..

den went to seletar there to chat chat.. so many ppl.. specially on saturday... den Astley send me home...

20 April (Friday)

went to Rosyth to replace Mei.. worked until 3pm.. have a dinner with Pet team in the evening.. dunno whether should i go home (which is one bus away) or go office (long journry).. i know if i go home.. i sure will not make it for the dinner in the evening...

so Astley.. together with Ashlynn came to bring me to office... hee...

it was Zhiming last day... we bought a card.. with our greeting on it.. we went to Swensen for dinner....

Ashlynn and me..
they keep saying.. we look alike...
the earthquake icecream...

den have a good chat and good laugh with them.. den Fion drives me back.. thanks Fion.. =)

19 April (Thursday)

went to Sim lim with Astley after work... he gonna settle his thing..

den have dinner.. at burger king near burlington square...

den he suggested to have a drink at my house nearby Mac...

*some pics attached*

*so fierce for wat*
now he is scare liao.. haha...

_tat's all dude___

2007-04-20T12:03:00.000+08:00

If all the things tat i have done.. still means nothing to you...
alrite.. den i shall not bother you anymore....

wed

2007-04-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

as usual every morning have to go to Rosyth...
but tis week i need to stay at Rosyth for 3 whole day for replacement of Mei...
hai... gonna be tough.. got to endure.. all tis uncomfort zone tat i am going through gonna make me stronger... Jane is no longer a small kid.. i am a teacher.. i will scold you one o...

after Rosyth went to Zhong hua with Astley...
their studio room... love it...
left office at 9pm.. tat day..
went to pump petrol with him.. haha...
den dinner with him at Potong Pasir...

-next day -
Rosyth again...
Astley need to help out filming in Rosyth... so he fetch me there... =)
and guess wat!! i saw tat Egg YUK in the morning... and he told me.. he stay beside my block!! *faint*
stay at Rosyth the whole day.. lucky got Astley pei me until 1pm.. if not i will sure be bored.... den after tat... is lesson after lesson.. and back home... next thing i will get is "Rosyth Phobia"!!!
Astley get very serious when come to editing...
look at his face!
and he did funny faces!!!

-- Last, but not least--
Jayne, Shireen, Meixiu, Liling and Gang
I miss you guys!!!!

2007-04-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

born with nothing... go with nothing
生不带来，死不带去

let things be simple as it should be...

Picasso~

2007-04-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

today.. super no mood for anything...

designed tis for my desk... =)
Saw Astley taught the students how to make a Picasso look-alike art work using the photoshop... it was so fun.. i tried it at home.....
tat's mine work... (Picasso Jr. from Jane)
(Picasso Jr from Astley) from Astley again...
(taken from a picture of felix.. Picasso Jr -Astley)
(taken from a picture of Paul.. Picasso Jr -Astley)It's Astley (Picasso Jr. Astley)

more info on Picasso... take a look at Astley or Ask n Learn blog...

2007-04-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

alrite.. went to AMK with my sis...
it was dark in the bus
lol.. saw the MR bean poster.. super cute!!!!

2007-04-14T10:56:00.000+08:00

我总是会告诉自己
不管别人会怎么想或怎么看你
只要开心就好
那么如果今天就这样过去了
问问自己“今天开心吗？”
如果没有，人生的这一天就是不是算浪费了？

我没有目标
走一步，算一步
“因为累，才感到休息的好”
“因为失败，才知道成功的满足感“
“因为伤心，难过，才会体会到开心的价值”
如果让你选择。。
你会要一直开心吗？
不顺利的一天，让我的明天有得进步
我会加油！一直都会。。。

thursday

2007-04-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

went to Rosyth alone to conduct one lesson.. it was still manageable as it was a gifted class... quite well behave.. dismissed them early today.. den i went home....
den supposedly tat Astley will come and fetch me to Cedar Pri.. but due to the rain.. i have to meet him at tat sch instead...
the kids are super cute.. teacher here teacher there.. Miss Ong here Miss Ong there.. love them alot...
alrite.. it was still raining after the session.. so no choice we sat at the sch to wait for the rain to stop.. meanwhile we take pictures...
take 1
take 2
and take 3

alrite.. when the rain stopped.. we decide to go for dinner... as Astley cancelled the meeting in office.. yea =)

went to KFC

"笨猪"
we saw tis weird dressing guy walking ard in the PS..

and tis 长不大的孩子 cant resist the PlayStation
when he get addicted..
he jus cant stop playing...
and playing...
Astley : the controller is mine!!!

we walked to Orchard.. on the way we saw tis NS booth thingy...

so went to have a look... they passed us a phamlet and a booklet
we complete the questions...
and we get the goodie bag....
lastly.. tat's us again...

--End of the day----

wednesday

2007-04-11T18:49:00.000+08:00

nothing much to update today...
basically.. went to Rosyth in the morning.. tmr liling will not be with me for the manga lesson... =(
den to office.. have lunch with the people.. get to know Gazali today.. he was super funny.. nice guy...
placed my sheep on the computer..

went to Outram Sec with Fion in the afternoon.. den i was so blessed...

her father gonna fetch me home after lesson.... den we realised tat we actually live a few blocks away only.. wahaha...

tat's my day!

tuesday

2007-04-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

alrite.. went to Rosyth as usual...
took a photo of liling serious at work.. woo....
after my manga lesson... Astley came to Rosyth too...
to handover the digital video lesson to Bing Jie... and have lunch with them.. wa.. so stress to eat with the guys... they eat super fast lah!!!! dun like the feeling of eating alone.. =(
after tat went to Zhong hua Pri with Astley.. the kids are mostly Pri 3 and they are super cute lah..
Accompany Astley to Sim lim after school.. before tat he have to go home to put his big bag..
he have to go Sim lim to settle some stuff.. pass cheque.. and go check out the price for a few items... busy man is like tat one.. so i jus follow follow.. haha..
he is a busy man.. his phone keep ringing non stop.. haha...his bike....oh.. i am wearing helmet o...
Astley and his bike...
alrite... it was raining heavily at Sim Lim.. so we went to nearby food court to eat something... he is hungry~~dunno wat the name of tis rice.. but was recommended by Astley.. oh.. i forgot the name for tis as well le.. haha...
when u bite tis... the juices with splash out de... be careful o.. =D
tis is red bean dunno fried wat thing... haha... very nice o...
i was very full.. so we played scissor, paper, stone to determine who eat the last piece... I WON!!! =)Astley is happy~
we waited for the rain to stop... and we went vivo city.. cos Astley wan to get a birthday present for his housemate..
he bought a book for his housemate...and bought tis glow in the dark sheep for me... so sweet of him..
thanks Astley!!! I love it~ will place it in the office on top of my computer...

watched "MR BEAN's HOLIDAYS" it was super funny... Astley warned me not to laugh loudly in the cinema... and ended up he laughed so loudly in the cinema.. haha.. first time see him laugh until like tat... haha...

love the day... he sent me home after movie... too tired to update blog... =)

monday

2007-04-10T12:19:00.000+08:00

as usual.. went to Rosyth in the morning.. everything went very smoothly.. i start to like Liling le.. she is very chatty.. and very nice also...they changed my seat.. from the seat beside Astley to a seat beside Liling...
alrite.. have a short introduction of my team members... beside Astley and Felix.. as i posted their pic in previous post liao...

tis is Aslynn... she is very cute rite... my senior.. she is from RP too.. she wan us to call her "RP babe" or "Pretty Ash Ash"

alrite.. tis is Fion.. she is a nice lady... got a "never smile" face... very serious towards her work... can be fun too... sometime when i see tat she is doing work... really dun dare to mess with her =X
tis is "JUMBO"
no lah.. she is shu lei.. came to company one week before me.. she very gentle de.. quite nice to talk to her.. she got a very nice smile....
tis is Nurul.. jus got to know her a little better during lunch time.. she is super friendly.. and super funny lah.. i was saying i got "感情" with the computer liao.. den she asked.. "WHY YOU SO NO TASTE".. guess wat's my ans?

*looking at the guys*

"cos.. there's no better choice... " =X

alrite tis is Miss Lek.. Lek Liling.. the one i said earlier on.. and mentioned before in my previous post... i find her alot nicer now.. one of the few.. tat i can have fun with in the company..opps.. kanna caught by Fion for taking pictures... so cool eh

btw.. was so happy today to learn some paper work from astley.. finally find myself abit useful in the company liao... =)

加油。。。加油。。。

*thanks Bing Jie for the ride back* =)

爱的主旋律 (卓文萱, 小鬼)

2007-04-08T14:21:00.000+08:00

爱的主旋律
男：是你在那个雨季走进我生命带着一点任性和温柔的表情
女：是你在那个雨季赶走了孤寂温暖的笑容换我仅有的坚定
男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你要说这是幸运还是不可思议
女：身边有太多风景我却停在这里说我傻的可以还不是因为你
男：是你的声音女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意女：是的我愿意
合：爱在我幸福的主旋律
男：从前的实际女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意女：是的我愿意
合：爱的主旋律永远唱下去
女：是你在那个雨季赶走了孤寂温暖的笑容换我仅有的甜蜜
男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你要说这是幸运还是不可思议
女：身边有太多风景我却停在这里说我傻的可以还不是因为你
男：是你的声音女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意女：是的我愿意
合：爱在我幸福的主旋律
男：从前的实际女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意女：是的我愿意
合：爱的主旋律永远唱下去
La La La La La La La La La La
La La La La La La La La La La
男：如果你愿意女：是的我愿意
合：爱在我幸福的主旋律
男：从前的实际女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴女：爱会更。。。甜蜜
男：如果你愿意女：是的我愿意
合：爱的主旋律永远唱下去
男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你要说这是幸运还是不可思议
女：身边有太多风景我却停在这里说我傻的可以
合：还不是因为你

Escape theme park...

2007-04-08T01:37:00.000+08:00

went to Escape theme Park.. with Mei xiu, Samuel and Thomas.. the weather is super hot la.. we start to sweat even before we start playing... super excited. cant wait to try every machine... but Meixiu keep complaining giddy lahme and meixiu on a train ride.. look kidish.. but it was fun...after playing the Inverter.. me and Thomas decided to play again.. Meixiu and Samuel.. you all are lousy lah.. can you spot us?

waiting for our turn to pirate ship

i love the car racing.. too bad.. didnt get to try on the the "superman" and the "water splashing" thingy..

have our lunch at foodcourt nearby..

tired.. yet fulfilling day.... =)

zoo

2007-04-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

went to the Singapore Zoo with Left : Eugene (Tin tin), Shireen, me, Meixiu, Eric, Ivan, Jun Ying(Garra) and George.the ticket and the map...perspective view of a map...monkey Crocodileme and fake otters...real otters...flamingo Polar bear camel Tapir White tigerhippo~ tat's all for the zoo...

went out with Sean after zoo.. to PS

saw tis skinny cat.. super poor thing.. small small... so pitiful~tat's all for my day...

some quiz

2007-04-07T02:23:00.000+08:00

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as strong willed and stubborn.
Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.
With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.You focus on living a quality life.You're not easily impressed with novelty.Yet, you easily impress others.

What's" Your Pizza Personality?

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

Your Learning Style: Expressive and Tenacious

You love to learn about new cultures, ideas, and theories.
You Should Study:
AnthropologyCounseling EducationEthnic StudiesForeign Languages and LiteratureHistoryLiteratureMusicPhilosophyEastern Religion

What Should You Study?

Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino

Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker!

What Flavor Frappuccino Are You?

Your Heart Is Green

Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out.When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life.
Your flirting style: Laid back
Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking
Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm
What you bring to relationships: Balance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.
You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.
You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.
Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Your Emoticon Is Smiling

Right now, you're feeling cheerful and content - without a care in the world.

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

2007-04-07T01:28:00.000+08:00

if you can see my sms and dont reply me..
see my miss call and dun even bother to call me back...

den i wont bother to sms and call you anymore...

2007-04-05T22:36:00.001+08:00

went to Rosyth today.. reached at 7.45 to replace May.. they dun seem to be bother abt me.. so i sit there and wait.. den May gave me the wrong userId and password.. i couldnt log in to the laptop.. called Nurul.. she didnt know.. May didnt switch on her HP.. ya.. so i went to level 3 to look for David... den got the correct UserId from him
tat's my desk for the day.. in teacher room.. so cool rite.. nv ever thought off tat one day i will be sitting in the teacher's room...
den went to manga lesson at 10am.. received a sms from liling say tat she might not be coming.. she say maybe no.. maybe yes.. but will be late.. so have to start the lesson myself..
everything was still ok.. the students are well behave as they are gifted class... the lesson proceed very fast and steady...

Liling bought this for me... so touched* and she pei me eat lunch in the canteen... =)

den i continue my boring day.. Evelyn assign some simple stuff for me to do.. Excel and Powerpoint thingy...

after work.. went to meet my sister... she was late for 2hrs due to traffic jam.. so pek cek with her lah... i wait until so hungry.. should jus join the PET team for Marche.. lolx..

yea.. tat's my day..

free hug from south korean

2007-04-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

free hugs from south korea... how nice.. if Singaporean are like tat too..

cute otters

2007-04-05T13:15:00.000+08:00

...

2007-04-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

我对你的依赖。。。变成了习惯。。。

wat an april fool joke...

2007-04-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

went to Rosyth as usual...
Liling was late.. and i have to start the class myself.. i am ready...

alrite.. yesterday Astley send me his resignation letter.. initially i thought he was jus kidding about it or he wan to send me a template of resignation letter.. so i didnt really put in much thoughts about it... until i heard wat Liling told me this morning... she said she talked to Astley on phone yest.. and he was quite serious about it....

so i sms Astley immediately regarding tis issue... he didnt reply me.. =(

i called him when i finished my lesson at Rosyth.. while i am in the cab on the way to office. He answered and said "I'm busy, call you back later" wa.. super sad la.. den thoughts about how am i going survive my days in asknlearn begin to run through my mind...

thinking of no more protection against YUK... i am sure to be the first one kanna attack by him and being pull to be a ME..

den questions like.. he is the one tat ask me to think positively.. and encourage me not to give up etc.. NOW HE JUS GIVE UP LIKE TAT!!!!

i still got so much to learn from him.. ai ya.. i got too many things to tell him to stay on to the job.. how could possibly say quit den quit.. so irresponsible lor... everyone in PET team need him so much... i guess.. if he goes.. half of the PET team will be gone ba..

i was so angry with him lah.. call himself a leader.. den say quit den quit...

i reached office.. 他总是懂我的不开心
den he showed me his resignation form again.. as if wan to show off like tat.. den he scrolled down to the bottom.. enlarged on the small little text... it says "APRIL FOOL" wat the...

wat a relieve lah.. really lor.. lolx..
anyway.. sat on his bike again.. to St Mgs.. fun =)
was amazed at how the girls behave.. they are so mature.. and so responsible..
it was a boring 3 hr lesson.. lucky i helped Astley in some composition.. if not will bored to death man!

tat's my day.. no pics.. as someone complaint tat i took too many pics of him...

*i fell down today* hurt my knee.. and it bleed... so helpless..

-On my way.. and on my own-

bullshitting skills

2007-04-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

send a pic to Astley for my profile thingy.. and he edited this... so funny lah..
anyway.. i sure know how to crap and bullshit with my profile :

Jane Ong is currently employed by ASKnLearn Pte Ltd as a Multimedia Educator.
Jane obtained her Diploma in Information Technology (Multimedia) from Republic Polytechnic. During her life in poly, she was trained in the “problem based learning” approach and has worked on various multimedia projects such as 3D and 2D animation, video production, photography, web game development and web design.
Driven by a passion for teaching, she joined ASKnLearn as an Educator to gain more well-rounded exposure in multimedia.
Apart from work, she likes to indulge in sports, volunteering work during her free time, and is a movie enthusiast. She engages in photography and blogging. She hopes to share her past knowledge and bring wonderful learning experience for her students. She believes that it is always fulfilling and enriching to interact with young people, sharing whatever she knows with them and at the same time learn from them.

on my own

2007-04-04T08:53:00.000+08:00

took a picture of this snail when i am on my way to Rosyth sch today...
*蜗牛的精神*
虽然我走的很慢，
但我会一直不停的，努力的爬着
为我的目标前进着
有一天，一定会到达目的地。。
reached Rosyth at at 6.45.. super early.. so write something on the board to encourage myself for today's lesson...

so many people are supporting me.. i shouldnt give up ba.. i guess the only way to repay them is to do well and work hard!! 加油！加油！

Felix came to Rosyth today.. to see how we are doing..

i taught part of lesson.. i was surprise all of them listen to me attentively.. i am so glad...

everything went on smoothly..

had lunch with Felix.. (it was raining heavily) and he went off to St Theresa.. and i was being left alone at tat sch alone.. i have to wait for Astley until 1.30.. when it was only 11plus.. Luckily Astley came at 12.30.. but.. he told me he need to go to Swiss Cottage to settle something.. so i have to conduct the session myself.. =(

It's my first time..

lucky.. i got this super nice young teacher.. Angeline Soh.. (Miss soh) she did help me take care of the class...and was very nice to me.. keep smiling to me everytime i look at her.. I thanked her..

it was my first time to go home so early..

somehow i feel tat there's no more privillage for me liao..

*on my own.. and i'm on my way*

tis is life

2007-04-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

对不起，
我不喜欢麻烦别人。。。
我宁愿自己的不开心，慢慢去适应，然后我会习惯吧。。
我天生很想的开。。
不喜欢别人为我而担心。。。

sometimes life is not about doing wat you like to do..
but to do wat u dont like to do and make it a success...

mixing with ppl tat u dun like will stretch ur abilities..
step out of ur comfort zone...
expand ur faith...

Jane, Ganbatte! 我会加油！

sixth day of work

2007-04-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

Sixth day of my work.. can i say i am sick of Rosyth? lolx. no la.. today.. the student get to use the tabkids for the first time.. and it was quite hard to manage..

he talked to Liling regrading this issue.. i jus sat beside them quietly.. like a meat hanging there.. waiting to be cut...

after lesson.. Astley bought as a drink
he told me tat Yuk came to Rosyth jus to bring me down to Serangoon JC for an interview! omg! den Astley rushed down to Rosyth to save my life.. lucky lah! this is the third tat stupid egg york wan to transfer me out of PET team le..

lucky Astley came down... den i got a chance to sit on his bike again back to office le.. yea =)
den we went back to office to have our lunch...

after lunch.. den headed to River valley Pri with Astley and Fion~
tat sch super rich lor.. dunno wat they having also...

drawn by astley
it was not an art lesson~ they are jus preparing for their props...
and i saw one of the kids using tis eraser.. so cute~
and this key chain~ haha...
den when to office for PET team meeting

Astley addressed our schedule for the week... and he will be assisting me in Rosyth with some of the Senior.. yes.. i know i am well protected by them...

but.. To Astley,
if i am not capable in doing the task as assigned.. i am alright and have no say to be transfered away... so ya.. i am ready for the worst.. and prepared for the best!!!

sunday~

2007-04-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

went to Vivo city with Astley...
he went to the money changer
den we went to pet safari~~
-tat's my dog bred- love it.. so cute..
didnt take much pics.. as it was posted in previous entry liao....
den we went to a big book store, cant remember the name also...Astley loves reading... he intro me some of the nice books.. simple cartoons.. yet the words in chinese were so meaningful....
i guess jus by a trip to bookstore with him.. able to change my concept towards book.. and build on my interest in reading...
如果你的生命是一本书，而你不想与他人分享
那将会是一本没有人会读的书，你会只是为自己而活着。。
那会是多么没有意义的事。。。

we was thinking of where to go for dinner.... den suggested other place..
i got a ride from him( tat's my first time on a bike) *super excited*he taught me how to wear helmet.. and how to get on a bike etc.. wa.. super nice lah... enjoy the ride so much =)
went to maxwell.. (near chinatown) to have our dinner.. i have chicken curry noodle.. it was very nice...He ordered.. "鱼生"
den after dinner.. he bring me to Yishun.. i cant remember wat's tat place call liao... we sat down and chat there.. wa.. he told me alot of things...
and we continue to chat bout 12 plus.. den he sent me home~

her story

爱情幸福签

For Ryan

student's blog

你就像风一样的男子

其实很爱你

words tat is not from me...

Funny pic

一秒钟的永远

卓文萱 [手心]

chocolate teach me a lesson

因为有你

haha.. you wont believe tis

random post

happy birthday to me!!!

=(

friendster

radom

It's the little things

---

dinner at vivo with them

you

astley

your bike

still missing you..

Get to know yourself better

random

my ipod skin

PET

random

I miss you Astley!

石欣卉& 王建复 想听的话

周杰伦 - 不能说的秘密

Outing with Cedar

haiz

quiz

birthday

dilys. me

not right!

梁静茹- 小手拉大手

bad friday

missing dodo

wat a deal~

back to work..

town with sis~~

HELL week...

town with sis

vivo with ko and yan ming

是习惯吗？

out with sean

pump petrol

days in springfield

out with kel

vivo~

use your heart to feel.. not your eyes to see

Astley's birthday

hmmm

breadfast!

...

Imagini Visual Profile

chalet...

outing with Jayne

dinner at Clarke Quay

zhiming farewell dinner~

想

some random pics...

第三者

3 days...

wed

Picasso~

thursday

wednesday

tuesday

monday

爱的主旋律 (卓文萱, 小鬼)

Escape theme park...

zoo

some quiz

free hug from south korean

cute otters

石欣卉& 王建复想听的话