Friday, June 01, 2007
bad friday
wat a bad Friday...
wasnt good at all... perhaps i am really weak.. but wat to do.. tat's me..
and yes.. Perhaps you are right.. i shall get stronger...
i dunno..
tat's how girls react when somebody scold them -Cry-
went to RVPS for Enrichment training today.. things didnt go so well.. Specially when the class are about to end.. this CRAZY parent came to my class.. and burst into loud voice and started scolded me for releasing the class late..
come on la.. tis is the last lesson of the Enrichment.. i am going to save their work one by one.. and tis stupid school dun even have a network for students to upload their work.. so tat the teachers can download straight away instead of saving one by one...
some of them didnt even finish their work.. hw could i possibly save their work on time?
and tis parent dun even give me a chance to explain.. and he started to shout like nobody business. and keep asking which company am i from.. claim tat he have an IT background and know wat i am teaching.. and he believe tat i wont have to release the student late for no reason.. and he even say things like wan to blacklist me from teaching line.. and said.. i didnt apologies for releasing the student late..
so the first thing i did.. was to keep saying sorry and sorry.. and never felt even more heart break than this... if tat was my father.. i will have jus shout back and ask him to have hear my explanation first before he even shouted at me... but i jus swallow all my anger for the sake/reputation of the company.. i dun wan to create trouble.. so jus got to say sorry.. i was really really very upset.. and control my tears until all the students have left.. and thanks Miss Geraldine (parent volunteer)
i cried in the classroom... Paul was with me... i am glad tat ppl really concern for me.. i know i am not alone.. i have the PET team to back me up and support me... but still through out the day.. i dun really felt good at all.. whenever i thought of tis incident.. i really feel like crying again...
but later in the night.... i felt much better when Astley called and told me.. he spoke to the parent.. as usual sound very piss off.. but the teacher in charge and the HOD-IT didnt blame me for anything.. becos they understand.. i guess cos the teacher in charge saw me crying.. and kept asking am i alright...
she feedback to the HOD-IT tat i apologise to the parent.. lucky.. the HOD-IT said i am polite enough to apologise first...
Astley told Yuk abt it too... Yuk said.. tat i am good.. at least i take responsible at my own action...
so i guess the problem is not big at all..
jus tat my heart.. hold tis matters too tight.. i guess.. i am still holding it.. hurting me alots.. really..
right now.. the whole picture.. i can still remember so vividly.. every words tat i have said to the parent.. and how i feel at tat very moment...
Posted by Jane at 11:55 PM